|01-06-2009 - Traces, n. 6
An Extended Hand
by Chiara Tanzi
One sunny Saturday morning this past May finds about 120 university students, gathered from all over the country, in a conference center at Lake Tahoe. The music (Beethoven) winds down and the assembly begins, against the backdrop of the Sierra Nevada mountains far across the water. A Spanish priest, Fr. Antonio Lopez, from the Priestly Fraternity of St. Charles Borromeo, presents the opening lesson for the CL university students vacation 2009, which centers on the theme “Something That Comes Before.”
Time Present and Time Past. Among other points, Fr. Antonio insists that, if the Mystery is truly incarnate in our temporal dimensions, then the passing of time itself is not a phenomenon to be dreaded but rather, that it’s a friend, because it is through time that Christ makes Himself known to us. Planning difficulties had resulted in a short vacation which gave us just a bit over three days to spend together, so the need for Fr. Antonio’s words to be true became all the more urgent. If the experience we lived there together wouldn’t be one that would unfold and extend itself into the very circumstances of life and all the time of all the other 362 days of the year, then it would be pretty futile. In the witnesses who spoke at the assemblies and in our conversations, it was clear that this new sort of story is indeed realizing itself in our lives, a new order within the old. A Presence, “something that comes before,” has entered in and generates a new existence for us in which time, distance, sorrow, 8 am classes, and even our own past mistakes may be for us, and not against us. Fr. Antonio reminded us that in our every betrayal, we ourselves are never betrayed: “God is faithful; it is man who runs away… Christ comes to seek us there where we thought we could not be found.”
Witnesses. Phil Facconti talked about the changes in his life that began to happen after his initial meeting with his history teacher, Chris Bacich, during his freshman year of high school in Brooklyn. In Chris, he saw a fascinating person who could speak passionately about life and happiness and, and ultimately Christ. Nonetheless, three years passed for Phil in avoiding what Chris was pointing toward, until he attended some GS meetings and found the same faith which he had already categorically rejected. After Chris left the school, Phil realized with a shock that his questions couldn’t remain unanswered. He tracked down his former teacher, who was by then teaching in a different school on Staten Island. They met at a Dunkin’ Donuts, of all places. Then Phil said yes, decided to follow. Since then, his life has opened up–among other things, he has rediscovered his passion for music, and found someone to follow–Jonathan Fields–to turn the passion into work.
Studies. This encounter inspires a different way of facing the circumstances of life at the university, above all one’s studies, as Amy, Everett, and Juliet, told us on Sunday night. Juliet Joly, from Notre Dame, spoke about judging and living through the controversy over Obama’s participation in her university’s Commencement ceremony. The negative circumstances of division and anger became for her instead an opportunity to know Christ better in that place. Friends such as law professor Paolo Carozza helped in asking the questions at the heart of the matter, which under normal circumstances go unconsidered: “What is at stake in a Catholic university and what does it mean to study as a Catholic?” Ultimately, the CLU students’ response put Christ at the heart of all truth and learning. This judgment and the renewed relationship with her friends presented a challenge for Juliet even in her studies in psychology, where she began again to go to the root of things in the question of the human person.
From within. This was what made those few days worthwhile: a meeting with people possessed by a different sort of concern for truth, a people possessed by Christ. This even made the 4:00 am alarms to catch early planes or the four-day epic roads trips from the East Coast that some of us endured worth it. In leaving, it was valuable to keep in mind that, in fact, that encounter wasn’t to end there. It’s worth remembering the words of Anne Maguire in explaining why she came on her first CLU Vacation, after having met the Notre Dame community a few times back at school: “How could I be sitting there with such amazing people, listening to the truth of my life, and not want to stay with them?”