Letters
ITALY
Modena
Sharing in Order to Live: Caritativa
We offer our readers the text of a flyer written by a GS high school student
in Modena, Italy, to invite her friends to take part in charitable work.
To experience the law of our hearts, which is sharing, we have restarted the
gesture of caritativa, charitable work. The proposal is spending an hour on Sunday
at the Charitas Institute, where mental patients are taken in. What can we share
with people who are reduced almost to the vegetable state? “A stupid walk,
maybe;” “a meaningless ball game”... This is what we often
are led to think, and in order to break free of the need for that “something
more” not contained in these answers, we pretend to be satisfied by saying
that “it depends on how inventive you are.” This state of “satisfaction” can
last an hour, a year, or even a whole life, but no one can avoid the moments
when the hunger for a meaning in life comes back to gnaw at our entrails... Caritativa
has been one of those moments for me, and without my pulling out any sort of
inventiveness, I experienced the Mystery that lies within every relationship
we have, from those with mental patients to those with our friends, our boyfriends
or girlfriends, our parents, our teachers... everybody! It is a challenge, the
challenge of opening our hearts to comparison with another’s. And it is
the reward of finding out that we are so unexpectedly the same, and companions
in the desire and search for happiness. Fr Giussani says, “Here is the
simple, direct road for the development of our being; here is the fundamental
educative norm for the fulfillment of our personalities: to put our self in common,
to share the divine and human reality just as it reveals itself or rises up in
front of us, to share in order to live.” The date is every other week,
starting on Sunday March 9th, at 3:15 pm (be on time!) at the Istituto Charitas
(via Fratelli Rosselli).
Carlotta, a first-year high school student
ITALY
Roseto degli Abruzzi
Around Traces
Dear Fr Giussani: Heeding what two friends told me to do, a year ago I started
doing School of Community in my parish in Roseto. Now we are a small community
of 14 people. Three have asked to adhere to the Fraternity, and with everyone
we are living the kind of relationship that is already Fraternity. From the beginning,
we accepted the suggestion of our friend Mimmo from Giulianova to sell Traces
after Sunday Mass, and over the months it has become for everybody a gesture
of faithfulness. What amazes me is that we too look forward to it with curiosity,
and when the phone call from Giulianova comes, there is always somebody ready
to go get the issues. This time, three of us went, and the short trip was the
chance to tell about ourselves, about how and how much the encounter we have
had is changing our lives. That we read Traces is shown by the fact that both
at School of Community and when we are with each other, we talk about the articles
that have struck us, ask about the ones that weren’t clear to us, and tell
about the letters that moved us. In our little country parish, some thirty people
have been reading Traces for a year now. Those who bought it buy it again, and
the parish priest, who subscribed immediately, says to the congregation: “As
you go out you will find our magazine, that tells about the Christian experience
going on in every sphere...” In the course of the year, we adhered with
generosity and creativity to many of the gestures proposed by the Movement: the
Food Bank collection, the AVSI Tents, and six families have decided to do long-distance
adoptions. I am grateful and moved because of everything that is happening here,
because it is happening to me.
Monica
BRAZIL
Rio de Janeiro
Atop Corcovado
Dearest Fr Giussani: Every morning, as I go to the subway, I walk along a street
from which I can see Christ the Redeemer on top of Corcovado. It is a magnificent
sight, but now, after almost two years, I sometimes walk down that street with
my head bent low and the day’s thoughts swarming around in it... this morning
started out like that! I was thinking about my friends, the Young Workers, these
20-year-olds: “Who knows if they will stay?” and then I thought about
the climate of war and tension looming over us, and I said, “Let’s
hope Our Lady helps us.” At a certain point, I lifted my head and saw that
embrace of Jesus and the words came to me that you said in Recognizing Christ,
when you were talking about the apostles: “There was something greater
than their house, there was something out of which their house was born, out
of which their love for their woman was born, which could save the love with
which they looked at their children and concernedly watched them grow up; there
was something that saved all this more than their feeble strength and their weak
imaginations. What could they do in the face of the bad years of famine or the
perils to which their children were exposed? They followed Him! Every day they
heard what He said; all the people were there open-mouthed, and they were more
open-mouthed than the others. They never grew tired of hearing Him.” I
cannot get rid of my worries, because that’s the way life is. In front
of a great and wonderful thing just as in front of a problem or something sad,
this is how it is: if it is great and wonderful it has to be forever, if it is
sad or wearisome it cannot be against me! For there is an embrace, the embrace
of Christ today, now! It is this embrace that takes all of me, my desires and
my worries, and says to me, “Don’t worry, I am with you!” The
Movement, which as you said is the “face and arms of Jesus,” is where
it is possible to recognize this Presence that embraces me and where I become
the face and arms of Christ for those I meet and who want nothing more than an
embrace like this!
Bracco
USA
New Bedford
Work: An Unusual Friendship Begins
I am the shop foreman at a mid-size microelectronics firm in Massachusettes where
we produce packages for the military, telecommunications, and aerospace industries.
Some of my duties are to schedule jobs for the machinery and the people to run
these machines. A particular job came in that I had to run on two machines side
by side. The two workers I chose to run these machines could not have been more
opposite. One of them is from the Philippines and is always singing and happy
at his job, and gets along with everyone. The other worker is a 22-year-old American
who listens to “hate rock” music, swears constantly, and has multiple
face piercings. Most everyone thought it was crazy to put them near each other,
but I had a feeling that they would eventually help each other. Before they started
working on these particular machines, I told them they had to work together and
help each other in order to complete the job the customer had requested. At first
it was what everyone was expecting: the worker from the Philippines was singing
out loud, and the American was swearing at him. My first reaction was to go out
there and tell them both to shut up and do their jobs, but instead I waited and
let them work this out within their own freedom. Later that same morning, they
began to take breaks together and you could already see a friendship beginning,
and this was amazing to me and to the other people around them. The manager,
who only two days before had threatened to send home the American for not keeping
his machine running, could not believe the change in this worker. These two workers
exceeded their production goals by 25%, and are continuing to work side by side
on this job, taking breaks together and joking with one another. The American
worker now comes to work without hate, because he is not just coming to do a
job, but to be with a friend. In this friendship I can recognize the Presence
of Christ, but only through the education of the Movement am I able to recognize
this Presence.
Bob Sampson
St Augustine and Bush
Dear friends:As I was chatting in the car with my wife, something she said pierced
me like a ray of sunshine: “Someone should give Bush De Civitate Dei.” Augustine
wrote this book for those who accused Christians of not having been able to save
the Empire and Rome from the invasion of the Visigoths in 410. The enemy is not
a bulwark to be conquered–the relationship between the citizens of the
City of God and the citizens of the City of the World is a relationship of amazed
comparison: the other who now appears to me and can be so far away can be near
an instant later. Grace is not an institution, but is like a passport; it is
like the passport for going from one city to the other. This brought to my mind
an author whose prayer I had framed on the headboard of my bed when I was a child,
Reinhold Niebuhr: “Lord, give me the strength to change the things I can
change, courage to accept the things I cannot change, and wisdom to know the
difference.” I thought about this, smiling, like when happiness walks along
with you. On a day leading up to the war, in the city of men, in my car, De Civitate
Dei came in.
Lorenzo, Rome
My Road
Dear Fr Giussani: My name is Pina; I am 37 years old and have three children.
I separated from my husband six years ago. Now, what I desire most is to repeat
to you the promise I made to Jesus during this past Christmas season, which is
to live my life in poverty, chastity, and obedience. I know that the Lord approves
of my decision because, in these years I have understood that this is my road,
for my good and the good of my children. I would like for you, too, besides Jesus,
to gather me into your arms . Infinitely grateful, I would feel even more secure.
Pina, Bergamo
The Prayer of the Muezzin
Dearest Fr Giussani: Very recently, I was in Turkey for my work. Suddenly, in
the middle of the night, I was brusquely awakened by a lacerating cry. After
an instant, the cry of this male voice began again in a sing-song rhythm, and
then I understood that this must be the muezzin, so I recited the Angelus. In
the morning, it was explained to me that what I heard was the first prayer of
the day, which is very special because all the angels come down from heaven to
take part in it, and the voice that calls tells everyone to wake up because praying
is better than sleeping. That muezzin surely did not imagine that his voice in
the night would contribute to the occurrence of the presence of Jesus in the
world.
Paola, Turin
Working for Life
Dearest Fr Giussani: For 37 years, I was in charge of the instruments in an operating
room in the Obstetrics and Gynecology ward. In my region, Molise, the rate of
recourse to voluntary interruption of pregnancy has always been very high compared
to the total population. Because of my affection for Jesus, I applied to be an
objector, but I did not wash my hands of things just because of this. Quite the
contrary. I tried to make Jesus present in those circumstances in every way my
creativity could invent. I would talk with the women to open them up to welcoming
the little seed that was already inside them; many times I would sterilize the
instruments that others should have checked so that the operation would not result
in more pain; I would debate with my non-objector coworkers to show them the
lack of sense in their choice, and above all I would talk with the doctors who
performed abortions. In so many years, the Lord has given me the grace of seeing
many babies saved through me. But the greatest gift the Lord gave me came the
day the abortion doctor on my ward phoned to tell me that after so many years
of my witness, his heart had been touched, and he had decided to apply to be
an objector. He had understood that my admonishing him, urging him, was born
of a real affection for him, of a real desire for his good. The Lord has used
me so that the creature He loved could discover the love of his Creator. Now
I have retired, and in the hospital where I worked, as a consequence of this
doctor’s objection, abortions are no longer performed. I have learned from
this experience that what counts in man is the task each one has in life, but
no one is ever alone in this task, because God’s Mercy always makes itself
our Companion. Thank you, Fr Giussani, because the Yes that you said one day
has made the Lord’s embrace possible for me in a way that responded so
fully to my heart.
Enza, Termoli