A friend in Novosibirsk
did this testimony during a meeting of movements
I work in a research institute in Novosibirsk and teach at
the Teachers' College. When I say, "I have met Christ, an encounter
has occurred in my life," I say this in the literal sense of the
word, just as it was for John and Andrew. Seven years ago in Novosibirsk
I met a person, my Italian teacher. She was just a normal person,
but she was the first person in my life who did not put off my
questions. Over time, thanks to her, I understood and discovered
myself that the answer to my questions is Jesus Christ. When I
think that 2,000 years ago God came into human history and became
a man, I think of the fact that the same thing has happened to
me. God came into my life through real people when I encountered
the Communion and Liberation Movement. When you meet something
really wonderful, that strikes you, you would like to share this
experience with your friends, you would like to invite them to
look with you at what you have seen. You can imagine what a great
desire I had to share, to tell others about the encounter I had
had, that had changed my life, that gave it meaning and brought
joy into my life. This is the desire that others too may meet
Christ. I thought, how is this possible? It is clear that priests
and nuns can talk directly about Christ. But us? Many of us are
still students in school or the university, we are in class all
day. Or there are those, like me for example, who work, with hardly
enough time to exchange a few words with co-workers, or again,
those who are timid and reserved by nature, who even have a hard
time talking among their closest friends… but the desire that
others too can know Christ is so great! This year something happened
to me at work. We were celebrating the birthday of one of our
students, and the head of the laboratory said, "When I was young,
I tried to find a meaning for life. And now, here I am forty years
old, I have a family, I am a university professor, and it seems
that I have achieved everything a man could dream; nonetheless,
I am right where I was twenty years ago. The only difference is
that then I had a tension, a yearning inside me, and now there
is only emptiness. And everything I have achieved has lately had
no value. Thus what I hope for you is that you never lose this
tension to look for an answer." Then, he turned unexpectedly toward
me and said, "And the answer in my life is God, isn't that right,
Tanja?" I answered, "Yes, that's right," but I was amazed that
he turned to me of all people, because in four years of working
together we had never talked of religion or God. The student asked,
"But if I do not know God, then what do I do?" And he replied,
"Then you have to invent yourself a god; until you meet the real
one, you have to invent one for yourself, because man cannot be
man living without a god." At that point I burst out, "But God
exists, you don't have to invent Him!" And I thought about what
a responsibility I have with these people, and with all the world,
those of us who have met Christ. Another thing I understood is
that, to witness to Christ, you don't necessarily need words.
All you have to do is be there, where you have been called to
be, and do what Jesus asks you to do. But it is always necessary,
in all circumstances, to ask, "Lord, show me your face." Then,
even if all you are doing is studying, or washing dishes, the
people you are with will realize that you do all the same things
they do, but in a different way; not better, or worse, but just
differently. Therefore, every morning, going to work, I say, "Jesus,
I don't know if every experiment I try today will work, I don't
know if I will teach a good class for the students, but I offer
You this day, so that everyone who You give to me will be able
to meet You and recognize You." And Jesus accepts your offering,
He answers your plea, and often, even without your realizing it,
He Himself, through you, through your life, gives evidence of
Himself!
Tanja, Novosibirsk
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