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USA. Stories of Change
A CL vacation at Lake Tahoe for about twenty university students
from California, each one with a story to tell. Three testimonies
by Michele Carugno and Tommaso Mauri
Jennifer
Her
parents belong to the Scientology sect, which
has numerous
adepts in California. Basically, Scientologists believe that man’s salvation
lies totally in his own hands and depends on his capacity for understanding his
own individual spirituality. They also believe in reincarnation. However, when
Jennifer encountered the Movement while she was in high school and was touched
by this total love for her as a person, which she had felt only here, she asked
to be baptized. Following this decision, her mother did not speak to her for
two months, and the tension is still not completely gone. Now, this girl, who
bears the burdensome weight of her parents’ complete refusal of the experience
she is living, was a real sight to see when she was there with her friends; she
acknowledges with disarming simplicity that the Movement is the only place where
she is loved, valued, and saved, and where she discovers that not even the dramatic
situation she is living at home is an obstacle to living fully the promise of
the Christian experience.
Nikita
At the age of nine, he moved to the United States from Russia. Nikita
is an atheist and adores rave parties, those parties that go on for several days
non-stop, when you can only stay awake by popping pills morning and night. He
was there because a friend from Los Angeles invited him. For the first three
days, practically the only words we heard pass his lips were “Hey” when
he met you in the hall, and “Yes” whenever you asked him something
like, “Are you enjoying the vacation?” He often kept to himself,
and took part in the gestures without much enthusiasm (but not missing even one
of them, including Mass). Then, on Sunday afternoon, some of us thought of putting
together a football game, so we chose two teams and started playing. During that
football game, Nikita was a different person: he ran right and left to ward off
his opponents or ran towards the goal to make a touchdown. After the game was
over, it seemed he had never been so happy. What is more, after this episode,
during Mass one of us noted with surprise that Nikita was singing the Alleluia;
he probably didn’t even know what the Alleluia was, and above all, in the
days before that, he had not even tried to sing it. Here was a personality that
bloomed only because we proposed to him something simple like a football game,
to which he answered “Yes,” because he intuited that it was a chance
for joy in his life.
Joseph
A big, tall 20-year-old who grew up on a farm in the middle of nowhere,
he was there for the first time. During the year, he works part-time as a welder,
and on the job he has to wear heavy steel-toe boots, to protect his feet in case
he drops a metal plate on them. So all during the vacation (including a rock-climbing
field trip) he ran around barefoot, saying that finally he could give his feet
some rest–an incredible character! Perhaps the most sensational thing happened
on the last evening, when some of the older friends (Margy and Bryan) asked him
to prepare the skits with them. Joseph had never seen skits before in his life
and did not even know what they were, but he was willing to help. It was spectacular
to see him happy and enjoying himself as he did the skits.
These are just some examples; these kids are a great witness to the fact that
nothing is an obstacle to man’s being happy. Even if your family situation
is a disaster, even if you are an atheist (and thus in the world’s eyes
you have nothing to do with the Christian experience), even if you are one of
the craziest kids ever seen, if you say “Yes” to this experience
even for just an instant, you bloom, and you bloom for the whole world: Gloria
Dei vivens homo [the glory of God is living man].